Tonight is the last night in our home. I am having mixed emotions about this. On one hand it will be wonderful to be out from under our mortgage. At the same time this has been our home for the last 4 years. We have poured our heart, sweat, tears,and money into this house to make it our home. We have some great memories here. We have struggled to keep this going, but it is almost over. The sale starts on Friday morning.
We turned our bedroom into our Christmas room. I am sitting in bed looking around and I see a cookies and milk set for Santa. The hubby and I bought this our first Christmas after we were married. We did not have kids, yet when I saw this set I saw the tradition of using this set year after year once we were parents. Now, 15 years later, we know that we will never have our own children unless we adopt, and I do not think that is in our cards either. Year after year we have pulled this set out and every year it makes me sad. It makes me sad for the traditions and memories we will never create. I am getting off track here, That is a different post for a different day.
We are ready to let go, let go of the stress, let go of the stuff, let go off the memories.
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